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May 07, 2025

Community Engaged Research: Exploring Research Possibilities in OUD and Chronic Pain using Xylazine as a Case Study: An IMPOWR-YOU webinar

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  • 00:02Right. Luis is here. We
  • 00:04are ready to roll.
  • 00:07I'm so I'm so sorry.
  • 00:08Can you hear me now?
  • 00:10I can. Welcome.
  • 00:11So much for your patience.
  • 00:14Thank you so much.
  • 00:16Okay. Why don't we go
  • 00:17ahead and get started?
  • 00:19Very excited to,
  • 00:22restart our Empower You,
  • 00:25training series focused on,
  • 00:27early stage investigators or investigators
  • 00:30who are moving over to
  • 00:31the fields of opioid use
  • 00:32disorder and,
  • 00:34chronic pain.
  • 00:36We're lucky today to have,
  • 00:38doctor Kimberly Su, who's an
  • 00:41assistant professor
  • 00:42here at Yale,
  • 00:45and,
  • 00:47doc and Louise Vincent,
  • 00:49who is,
  • 00:51has a master's in public
  • 00:52health
  • 00:53and,
  • 00:55works as the, the,
  • 00:57executive director of the North
  • 00:59Carolina Survivors Union
  • 01:01and a member of the
  • 01:02National Survivors
  • 01:03Union leadership team.
  • 01:06And the topic for today's
  • 01:08talk will be integrative management
  • 01:10of chronic pain and opioid
  • 01:12use disorder
  • 01:13for whole recovery
  • 01:15in organizations
  • 01:16united research center.
  • 01:20Community engaged research, exploring research
  • 01:22possibilities
  • 01:23in opioid use disorder and
  • 01:25chronic pain using Xylazine as
  • 01:27a case study.
  • 01:28Thank you, doctor Hsu.
  • 01:31Thank you so much, David.
  • 01:32And thanks to the Empower
  • 01:34You group.
  • 01:37I am
  • 01:39going to
  • 01:42get started,
  • 01:44and Louise is here. And
  • 01:46we hope okay. I'm
  • 01:49not sure. Can is everyone
  • 01:50okay? I can start if
  • 01:52you want me to. It's
  • 01:53up to you. I just
  • 01:54didn't know. I just didn't
  • 01:56know. I was just confused.
  • 01:58Why don't
  • 02:00I, kick off the
  • 02:02slides, and then I'll I'll
  • 02:03let you get in Kick
  • 02:04it over? Okay. That's great.
  • 02:06That are that are for
  • 02:07that are your that are
  • 02:08that are your domain of
  • 02:10expertise.
  • 02:11Got you. I'm feeling good
  • 02:12now. It just took me
  • 02:13a second to sit here.
  • 02:14It's combobulated.
  • 02:15You doing? Alright. Yeah. So
  • 02:17the background I hope that
  • 02:18this
  • 02:19talk is,
  • 02:22you know, real conversation starter
  • 02:24for a lot of us.
  • 02:26All of us are still
  • 02:27learning,
  • 02:28as we as we,
  • 02:30as we seek to do
  • 02:32more community engaged research. And
  • 02:35so,
  • 02:36Louise and I have been
  • 02:37in conversation
  • 02:38about these issues for many
  • 02:39years,
  • 02:41and, you know, I I
  • 02:42so value her expertise,
  • 02:45as sort of as a,
  • 02:47collaborator
  • 02:48and instigator
  • 02:49of
  • 02:50of activism and also research.
  • 02:52So,
  • 02:54we'll get started.
  • 02:56Here are some learning objectives.
  • 02:58So, you know, we'll review
  • 03:00the principles of community engaged
  • 03:01research. But more importantly, I
  • 03:03think
  • 03:04thinking through this,
  • 03:06in regards to substance use
  • 03:07and or chronic pain,
  • 03:09based on the expertise of
  • 03:10people with lived and living
  • 03:12experience,
  • 03:13lived and living experience of
  • 03:14chronic pain and substance use.
  • 03:17So, a couple definitions
  • 03:19of community engaged,
  • 03:21research. So one from Yale,
  • 03:23our our home,
  • 03:25our home center, the ERIC
  • 03:27Center, the Equity Research and
  • 03:28Innovation Center. So community engaged
  • 03:31research
  • 03:32is a process that incorporates
  • 03:34input from people whom the
  • 03:36research outcomes will impact and
  • 03:38involve such people or groups
  • 03:39as equal partners throughout the
  • 03:40research process.
  • 03:42So this involvement may include
  • 03:44co designing research questions to
  • 03:46solve problems, making decisions, influencing
  • 03:48policies,
  • 03:49and creating programs and interventions
  • 03:52that might affect their own
  • 03:53lives.
  • 03:55So,
  • 03:56you know, there's also one
  • 03:57that we put up from,
  • 03:58the CDC. So community engagement
  • 04:01often involves partnerships and coalitions
  • 04:03that help mobilize resources
  • 04:05and influence systems,
  • 04:06change relationships among partners, and
  • 04:08serve as catalyst for changing
  • 04:10policies, programs, and practices.
  • 04:16So,
  • 04:17within
  • 04:18the the spectrum of community
  • 04:21engaged research is CBPR,
  • 04:23and Louise
  • 04:25has written a paper where,
  • 04:26you know, she's criticized this
  • 04:27approach, so we'll go into
  • 04:29that.
  • 04:30But, you know, the particular
  • 04:31idea,
  • 04:32you know, of CBPR is
  • 04:34that there's equitable partnerships,
  • 04:38you know, this collaborative design,
  • 04:41that people of all,
  • 04:44can participate on the issue,
  • 04:46you know, throughout the entire
  • 04:48process
  • 04:49in all aspects of the
  • 04:50research.
  • 04:51However, you know,
  • 04:53we all should read Louise's
  • 04:55paper, and and she'll probably
  • 04:56talk about the method of
  • 04:57manifesto
  • 04:58in a little bit,
  • 05:00in which, you know, CBPR,
  • 05:03you know,
  • 05:04some people with lived and
  • 05:05living experience have criticized CBPR
  • 05:08as being too,
  • 05:10still too difficult for,
  • 05:12people on the ground
  • 05:14and still not inclusive enough
  • 05:15of them.
  • 05:17So I like this,
  • 05:19I like this continuum
  • 05:21of community engagement,
  • 05:22that we use at the
  • 05:24NCSP,
  • 05:26and really thinking about,
  • 05:28you know, when you're designing
  • 05:30a study or thinking about
  • 05:31research,
  • 05:32you can go from zero
  • 05:33community involvement all the way
  • 05:35to community driven and led
  • 05:36by the community.
  • 05:39You know, there's all these
  • 05:40different
  • 05:41levels, and all of these
  • 05:42can include,
  • 05:44some form of community engagement.
  • 05:47And certain times that you're
  • 05:48doing a a study,
  • 05:50you know, community
  • 05:51driven might not be the
  • 05:53right approach. You know, trying
  • 05:54to think through,
  • 05:55you know, which is the
  • 05:56right approach, you know, and
  • 05:58and knowing and understanding, you
  • 06:00know, what that entails
  • 06:02and
  • 06:03and,
  • 06:04and thinking through with your
  • 06:06community, you know, like, do
  • 06:07they have you have the
  • 06:08bandwidth to to take on
  • 06:10that much leadership in this
  • 06:11research project or they wanna
  • 06:13do you know, where do
  • 06:14they want to
  • 06:16where do they really have
  • 06:18the time and and bandwidth
  • 06:19to be engaged?
  • 06:21Maybe it is on this
  • 06:22project. Maybe it's on an
  • 06:23maybe they're they're actually not
  • 06:24that interested in this question,
  • 06:26and they actually want, you
  • 06:27know, this this,
  • 06:30you know, this research on
  • 06:31methadone, not Xylazine or, you
  • 06:33know, or on pain or
  • 06:34on overdose. You know? So,
  • 06:35like, with the the bandwidth
  • 06:37of our community members thinking
  • 06:39through this continuum,
  • 06:41it's it's not you know,
  • 06:42more is not always better
  • 06:43necessarily
  • 06:45and thinking thinking thoughtfully through
  • 06:46each research study that you're
  • 06:47you're thinking about crafting.
  • 06:49And all of these,
  • 06:51sort of equity indicators,
  • 06:53power and control, decision making,
  • 06:55ownership of data,
  • 06:57responsibility,
  • 06:59money, resource sharing, influence, mutual
  • 07:01benefit.
  • 07:02All of these are,
  • 07:04at play in all of
  • 07:05across this continuum, whether you
  • 07:07think,
  • 07:08you're thinking through them or
  • 07:10not.
  • 07:10So,
  • 07:12then the additional context is
  • 07:14history, trust, relationship building, respect,
  • 07:16and transparency.
  • 07:18So I think, Louise,
  • 07:19I'm gonna
  • 07:22turn it over to you.
  • 07:24This is,
  • 07:25this is your article. We
  • 07:26are the research, the researchers,
  • 07:28and the discounted.
  • 07:29So if you just want
  • 07:30to,
  • 07:32you know and then I
  • 07:32put up the NCSU ethical
  • 07:34research manifesto
  • 07:36and some of the principles
  • 07:37of, the the ethical research
  • 07:39manifesto. If you wanna talk,
  • 07:42a little bit about,
  • 07:44you know, your engagement in
  • 07:45in research,
  • 07:47enterprises and and, you know,
  • 07:48what what you can teach
  • 07:50all of us as as
  • 07:51young researcher young or old
  • 07:53researchers.
  • 07:55Thank you, doctor Sue. And
  • 07:56I'm sorry I was,
  • 07:58I'm sorry I struggle with
  • 07:59technology. I it gets worse
  • 08:01and worse every day.
  • 08:04No worries. I guess I'm
  • 08:05getting older and crazier. No
  • 08:06worries. But I really am
  • 08:08grateful to be here today
  • 08:09with you guys.
  • 08:11I think this is, an
  • 08:12an exciting opportunity
  • 08:15for people that use drugs
  • 08:16and people with lived and
  • 08:17living experience.
  • 08:21We often don't get our
  • 08:22voice heard.
  • 08:24And early on in our
  • 08:26work, I was like, no.
  • 08:28No. No. We're gonna stay
  • 08:29away from research.
  • 08:31I don't wanna do anything
  • 08:32that's not boots on the
  • 08:33ground right now.
  • 08:35Right now, we are dying.
  • 08:37I'm watching everybody die. I
  • 08:39don't have any time for
  • 08:40this. I don't have any
  • 08:41time for what's going on
  • 08:43here. Like, research is great,
  • 08:46but
  • 08:48whatever. You guys there's lots
  • 08:49of people doing that.
  • 08:51Well,
  • 08:52my my colleague and friend,
  • 08:55doctor Sarah Brothers, convinced me,
  • 08:58along with a lot of
  • 08:58other
  • 09:00folks that that's not really
  • 09:02the question. And I was
  • 09:03asking
  • 09:05the wrong question.
  • 09:07Like,
  • 09:08they were asking the wrong
  • 09:10questions,
  • 09:10so they were not researching
  • 09:12the things that we needed
  • 09:13them to research.
  • 09:14Right? So they were doing
  • 09:16good research. I don't have
  • 09:17any
  • 09:18problem with the you know,
  • 09:20you guys are way like,
  • 09:22the researchers are way smart,
  • 09:24but I don't have like,
  • 09:26that's not the issue.
  • 09:28The issue is, are they
  • 09:30asking the right questions?
  • 09:32And in this situation,
  • 09:34I found that they were
  • 09:36not.
  • 09:38And I I didn't do
  • 09:39this alone, and I wanna
  • 09:41I wanna bring that to
  • 09:42the to the front right
  • 09:44now.
  • 09:46Maybe the title.
  • 09:47That might have been mine.
  • 09:50But,
  • 09:51this is a collaboration
  • 09:53of everybody
  • 09:55and everybody in the union.
  • 09:57And people got involved in
  • 09:58this paper in ways I
  • 10:00cannot
  • 10:02like, it was nuts.
  • 10:05Like, we weren't even paying
  • 10:07people in a lot of,
  • 10:10situations, Nick Foles. I mean,
  • 10:12I could just list names
  • 10:13for days
  • 10:14about people that got involved
  • 10:16in this. This was right
  • 10:17at COVID.
  • 10:18You know, we were standing
  • 10:20in long lines.
  • 10:22We were being mistreated,
  • 10:25and they weren't asking the
  • 10:27right questions again and again
  • 10:29and again.
  • 10:30I had learned from earlier
  • 10:33on
  • 10:34that
  • 10:35I have to be pretty
  • 10:37honest about what's going on
  • 10:38with me if I want
  • 10:41anybody to listen to me.
  • 10:43Like, that's my role.
  • 10:46Like, that's what I can
  • 10:47give. I can give,
  • 10:49like, honest analysis of what's
  • 10:51happening in my life, and
  • 10:53I did that with.
  • 10:55And that was a hard
  • 10:56that was a hard
  • 10:58decision to make.
  • 11:00I showed it in,
  • 11:03what's the name of the,
  • 11:04it was a what's the
  • 11:05name of the paper?
  • 11:08Do you know Kim Soo?
  • 11:10The the
  • 11:12it was it's the little
  • 11:13paper that the harm reduction
  • 11:15stuff comes in.
  • 11:17It'll come to me.
  • 11:19But I I I wrote
  • 11:20an article with a lot
  • 11:22of help because it was
  • 11:23after I'd been quite sick.
  • 11:25And,
  • 11:27I'm on yeah. I
  • 11:29I I wrote an article
  • 11:30because I've been quite sick
  • 11:32with with
  • 11:33with many, many wounds.
  • 11:37And this was going on
  • 11:39at the time of the
  • 11:40meth methadone manifesto
  • 11:42and actually didn't allow me
  • 11:44to finish some of the
  • 11:45work with the meth manifesto,
  • 11:47and other people were able
  • 11:48to take that on. And
  • 11:50that's why collaboration
  • 11:52is so important, especially with
  • 11:54people with lived and living
  • 11:55experience. Right? Mhmm. Individual
  • 11:58work does not help us.
  • 12:00We need to be working
  • 12:01in teams, pairs. Mhmm. Like,
  • 12:04no one ever needs to
  • 12:05be doing this stuff in
  • 12:06isolation or alone. And one
  • 12:08of the reasons why is
  • 12:09our our experiences are so
  • 12:11terribly different.
  • 12:12Right. You know? The good
  • 12:14patient, the bad patient,
  • 12:16the you know?
  • 12:18There's so much that
  • 12:21you could talk to one
  • 12:22person and you could learn
  • 12:24that methadone was a great,
  • 12:27intervention. And you could talk
  • 12:28to another patient and be
  • 12:30like, oh, I never ever
  • 12:31wanna deal with that system
  • 12:32again.
  • 12:34So it really matters
  • 12:36that you get
  • 12:38a that you get a,
  • 12:39a group of people
  • 12:41all
  • 12:43weighing in, and I think
  • 12:44we had that. Do you
  • 12:45want me to continue, or
  • 12:47do you want me to,
  • 12:48Yeah. Why don't you why
  • 12:50don't you pivot into, you
  • 12:51know, some of
  • 12:52I know this is kind
  • 12:54of old, but I know
  • 12:55that NCSU had had had
  • 12:58actually laid out, you know,
  • 12:59like, if you wanna work
  • 13:00with us,
  • 13:03it's ethical record manifesto. Like,
  • 13:06you know
  • 13:06Gotcha. Let's talk about, you
  • 13:08know, the issues. Like, what
  • 13:10does it like, you know,
  • 13:12I found this very compelling,
  • 13:15when and, you know, we
  • 13:16put it in the curriculum,
  • 13:18to teach the NCSP scholars.
  • 13:21You know, these are things
  • 13:22that I some of the
  • 13:23some of these points I'd
  • 13:24never thought of, you know.
  • 13:25Like, who is your research
  • 13:26truly gonna benefit? You know,
  • 13:28what knowledge and experiences do
  • 13:29you have that equip you
  • 13:31to do research with us
  • 13:32in a culturally humble manner?
  • 13:34You know? How do you
  • 13:35plan to conduct your research
  • 13:36in a way that sensitive
  • 13:37people's
  • 13:38past and current experiences of
  • 13:40trauma? You know? Like,
  • 13:42you know, like like, a
  • 13:43lot of these questions are
  • 13:44are what are are really,
  • 13:46really important to even thinking
  • 13:48about, you know,
  • 13:50starting a project with a
  • 13:51community group, with with living
  • 13:53experience.
  • 13:55This was one of the
  • 13:56hardest things.
  • 13:58Number one, we often don't
  • 14:00feel like our experience is
  • 14:01worth anything.
  • 14:03Right? So we are have
  • 14:05low self worths. We have
  • 14:07low you know, we have,
  • 14:09you know, all of these
  • 14:10things. Nobody's listening to us.
  • 14:12Nobody cares.
  • 14:13Nobody's gonna nobody's gonna, you
  • 14:16know, do what we ask.
  • 14:18And I had learned by
  • 14:19working with other researchers that
  • 14:21that was not the case.
  • 14:23You know, I worked with
  • 14:24Nav, and Nav and I
  • 14:25came up with love as
  • 14:26a research principle.
  • 14:28Mhmm. You know, we
  • 14:29together
  • 14:30had talked a lot about
  • 14:32a lot of things.
  • 14:33But when we really went
  • 14:35out there to do it,
  • 14:38a lot of stuff is
  • 14:39lip service.
  • 14:40Mhmm. And it's not I'm
  • 14:42I'm not saying it's purposeful.
  • 14:45I'm not saying that anybody
  • 14:46sets out
  • 14:48to do this and and
  • 14:49not share it with people
  • 14:51who've lived and living experience.
  • 14:53I'm talking about the speed
  • 14:54of the speed of time.
  • 14:56Mhmm. You know, the speed
  • 14:58of grants, the speed of
  • 15:01we got things to do.
  • 15:02What's on my plate right
  • 15:04now? What's in front of
  • 15:05me?
  • 15:06And if we're not careful,
  • 15:08people with lived and living
  • 15:09experience get pushed to the
  • 15:11back. Mhmm. Right? Not always
  • 15:13you know, we have to
  • 15:14be in
  • 15:15we have to be up
  • 15:16in their face. We have
  • 15:17to be up,
  • 15:19you know, really demanding. These
  • 15:21are the things we want.
  • 15:22These are our research principles.
  • 15:24You can't talk to us
  • 15:25unless you do this.
  • 15:27So we appointed some people
  • 15:29is that we could call.
  • 15:30And I would call and
  • 15:31say, look. I talked to
  • 15:32this person,
  • 15:33and they said that they
  • 15:35were gonna do this and
  • 15:36this and this and this
  • 15:37and this.
  • 15:38And she would say,
  • 15:41that doesn't sound so good
  • 15:42to me.
  • 15:43You know? Or she would
  • 15:44attend the call with me,
  • 15:46and we would talk about
  • 15:47what did you think.
  • 15:49And,
  • 15:51we would have wildly different
  • 15:52experiences sometimes.
  • 15:54Mhmm.
  • 15:55And and that had to
  • 15:56do with race, culture, class
  • 15:58Mhmm.
  • 15:59Kind of drug use, kind
  • 16:01of intersections
  • 16:02that we were dealing with,
  • 16:04you know, what kind of
  • 16:05drugs people used,
  • 16:07whether they used Suboxone or
  • 16:09buprenorphine,
  • 16:10what kind of pain they
  • 16:11had.
  • 16:12All of that was really
  • 16:14intense.
  • 16:15Mhmm.
  • 16:16And as we started to
  • 16:18uncover this,
  • 16:19it became very clear that
  • 16:21we needed something larger than
  • 16:23community based research.
  • 16:25We needed community driven research.
  • 16:27Mhmm. And the reason for
  • 16:29that
  • 16:30is really because if we're
  • 16:32not driving the research,
  • 16:34then somebody else is.
  • 16:37And they are not the
  • 16:38people who've lived at living
  • 16:39lived and living experience.
  • 16:41They are the ones that
  • 16:42are supposed to be listening
  • 16:44to the ones with lived
  • 16:45and living experience.
  • 16:47But
  • 16:48I think when it comes
  • 16:49from us,
  • 16:51you know, we have a
  • 16:52new piece and there's gonna
  • 16:53be a webinar soon, and
  • 16:55it's gonna be about oxygen
  • 16:57and the use of oxygen
  • 16:59for,
  • 17:00for,
  • 17:01cocaine overdose
  • 17:02and for,
  • 17:03opioid overdose,
  • 17:05and it's amazing. And this
  • 17:06is community
  • 17:08directed research.
  • 17:10This is stuff we did
  • 17:11on-site,
  • 17:12you know,
  • 17:13on you know, we did
  • 17:15this stuff
  • 17:16when nobody
  • 17:17nobody was doing, like,
  • 17:19scientific based research,
  • 17:21but we researched it. We
  • 17:23did it with,
  • 17:25Beyond Test and Cured.
  • 17:27This was a this was
  • 17:28a hepatitis c research.
  • 17:31So we are accustomed to
  • 17:33doing
  • 17:34research
  • 17:35that is
  • 17:38focused on
  • 17:39our subject matter. We're doing
  • 17:41some on drug seller research.
  • 17:43I love it.
  • 17:46When we had a pill
  • 17:47epidemic,
  • 17:49we we interviewed doctors. Right?
  • 17:52Well,
  • 17:53we've got a a a
  • 17:56drug
  • 17:57epidemic.
  • 17:58We need to we need
  • 17:59to interview drug sellers
  • 18:01and drug users and people
  • 18:02that sell drugs that you
  • 18:03use drugs.
  • 18:04You know, we need to
  • 18:05be doing that, and we
  • 18:06are the right people for
  • 18:08that.
  • 18:10And by having
  • 18:12researchers that were willing to
  • 18:14do this with us,
  • 18:17and the and the manifesto
  • 18:19that we developed
  • 18:20with now and we did
  • 18:21that with the help
  • 18:23of, you know, the Canadians,
  • 18:24Van Du,
  • 18:26you know, people that had
  • 18:28been in this space before,
  • 18:31input.
  • 18:32Like, all of these people
  • 18:33that had had done some
  • 18:35of this work and and
  • 18:37had
  • 18:39some experience that we didn't
  • 18:41have.
  • 18:42Because I'm gonna tell you
  • 18:43the one thing about doing
  • 18:44stuff without experience
  • 18:46is you're gonna reinvent the
  • 18:47wheel a hundred times over.
  • 18:49Somebody has done this.
  • 18:51Like,
  • 18:52you just have to look
  • 18:53for it.
  • 18:54You have to look for
  • 18:55it. You have to find
  • 18:56it. You have to see
  • 18:57what you can
  • 18:58put together. There's a
  • 19:00I wish I had it.
  • 19:01There's an HIV maybe it's
  • 19:03in there. I don't know
  • 19:04whether you you have the
  • 19:05slide set. It's an HIV
  • 19:07period
  • 19:08pyramid
  • 19:09of learning, and I'll find
  • 19:10it maybe when you're talking
  • 19:11and share it with you
  • 19:12guys. And and it was
  • 19:14it was, developed by people
  • 19:16that were living with HIV.
  • 19:18And so it was something
  • 19:19that was able to help
  • 19:21us,
  • 19:23as we
  • 19:24as we worked to do
  • 19:25this.
  • 19:27We rang the alarm bells
  • 19:28about Xylazine.
  • 19:30Oh, I don't know. How
  • 19:31long ago was it? Five
  • 19:32years ago?
  • 19:34I think my partner was
  • 19:35the first to say we've
  • 19:36got
  • 19:37we've and with this FTIR,
  • 19:40we, you know, we've got
  • 19:41Xylazine in our drug supply,
  • 19:44and nobody acted.
  • 19:46If we had acted at
  • 19:48the time that we talked
  • 19:49about it,
  • 19:50if people had listened
  • 19:51to people that use drugs,
  • 19:54I think we'd be in
  • 19:55a different plate. I I
  • 19:57know we'd be in a
  • 19:57different place right now.
  • 19:59I know that if we
  • 20:00choose to listen to us
  • 20:02about oxygen
  • 20:03and about people with with,
  • 20:06with lived and living experiences,
  • 20:09we will have robust interventions
  • 20:11that we can actually use
  • 20:13to,
  • 20:15combat this crisis.
  • 20:16If we listen about drug
  • 20:19sellers and drug users and
  • 20:21them not being nameless, faceless
  • 20:22people that are just out
  • 20:24there delivering, you know, drugs,
  • 20:28we will do
  • 20:30amazing work.
  • 20:31I am certain
  • 20:33that if we follow the
  • 20:34pathway
  • 20:35that we've set forth, you
  • 20:37know, with with with Nav,
  • 20:39with Mary,
  • 20:41with Kim, with, you know,
  • 20:42with all of these all
  • 20:44of these folks,
  • 20:48I feel certain
  • 20:50that we are well on
  • 20:52our way to,
  • 20:53to really doing good robust
  • 20:55research. We gotta remember,
  • 20:57this this stuff has to
  • 20:58be written in ways that
  • 21:00we can read it.
  • 21:02Right? I have a Miles
  • 21:03per hour, and it's still
  • 21:05over my head sometimes.
  • 21:06So I'm always screaming, eighth
  • 21:08grade level. You know? Maybe
  • 21:11six.
  • 21:12You know?
  • 21:14Writing these things in ways
  • 21:16that are that the community
  • 21:17can really
  • 21:19can can really do, like,
  • 21:20understand
  • 21:22and don't have to look
  • 21:22up because,
  • 21:24you know, I did an
  • 21:25experiment one day to see
  • 21:27how much I actually understood
  • 21:30the words. You know?
  • 21:32And I didn't and I
  • 21:33didn't look any of them
  • 21:34up one time, and I
  • 21:35looked up some that I
  • 21:36was questionable about others.
  • 21:38And I wasn't exactly right
  • 21:40about a lot of them.
  • 21:41So I think,
  • 21:43like, knowing what you're reading
  • 21:44is important,
  • 21:46and it makes a big
  • 21:47difference.
  • 21:48And it's the responsibility
  • 21:49of the writers of the
  • 21:51research
  • 21:52to write research in ways
  • 21:54that
  • 21:55everybody can understand them. This
  • 21:57is not this is not
  • 21:59a a ego party.
  • 22:02I I understand people want
  • 22:03it to sound good
  • 22:05and flow and use the
  • 22:06right language,
  • 22:08but we need to consider
  • 22:10who we're writing for
  • 22:12and who are the people
  • 22:13that are actually suffering and
  • 22:14struggling,
  • 22:16and informing.
  • 22:18Right?
  • 22:19Because at the end of
  • 22:20the day,
  • 22:21I wanna see what I
  • 22:23said,
  • 22:24you know, in the paper.
  • 22:26I wanna see the language
  • 22:28that I used.
  • 22:29You know? It's important to
  • 22:31me. That's the way I
  • 22:32think about it.
  • 22:35And I just
  • 22:38the wounds
  • 22:40that we're dealing with
  • 22:41right now I know North
  • 22:43Carolina's Survivors Union is opening
  • 22:45a wound clinic,
  • 22:47and it is cutting edge,
  • 22:49guys. Like, this is the
  • 22:51coolest thing we've ever
  • 22:53like, we are taking on
  • 22:55a,
  • 22:56we're taking
  • 22:58I I've had I'm on
  • 22:59an I'm online. I'll be
  • 23:01there in a minute.
  • 23:04So this wound care
  • 23:05this what time? This wound
  • 23:07I'm so sorry. I'm doing
  • 23:08this from my house.
  • 23:10No worries. This wound care
  • 23:12room is,
  • 23:14is
  • 23:15cutting edge. Like, really,
  • 23:18we have a a space
  • 23:19not where people can come
  • 23:20get their wounds treated,
  • 23:23but where people can come
  • 23:25treat their own wounds and
  • 23:26learn about wounds and be
  • 23:28in a sterile environment
  • 23:30and have access to wound
  • 23:31care that costs
  • 23:33so much. I mean, we're
  • 23:34talking about a lot of
  • 23:37money. You know, these these
  • 23:38Johnson and Johnson
  • 23:40band aids, these McKesson band
  • 23:42aids,
  • 23:42they are
  • 23:44I mean,
  • 23:46I they're they're so exorbitant.
  • 23:48The cost of them are
  • 23:50so I don't know how
  • 23:51anybody is able to keep
  • 23:53their wounds in good order.
  • 23:55But when I went to
  • 23:56wound care the other day
  • 23:57for the first time in
  • 23:58a long time,
  • 23:59they said, we don't know
  • 24:00how you keep your wounds
  • 24:02so
  • 24:04in such good shape. We've
  • 24:06never seen somebody that has
  • 24:07had wounds for this amount
  • 24:09of time
  • 24:10that doesn't have the black
  • 24:11necrosis
  • 24:12that is really taking care
  • 24:13of what's going on.
  • 24:16And it's because I have
  • 24:17access
  • 24:18to these wound care supplies
  • 24:20and this wound care information.
  • 24:23And
  • 24:24I want everybody to have
  • 24:25that. And we have people
  • 24:26learning how to clean
  • 24:28so that somebody you know,
  • 24:29so it's not just a
  • 24:31one big
  • 24:32one big, you know, MRSA
  • 24:34room of infection.
  • 24:35You know, we have we
  • 24:36have specialized cleaners coming in
  • 24:38and cleaning after every
  • 24:40after every person uses the
  • 24:42room,
  • 24:44and we're taking account of
  • 24:45what wound,
  • 24:46you know, of what wound
  • 24:48care items we're actually using.
  • 24:51I think this is
  • 24:53something every group needs to
  • 24:55do. When we start talking
  • 24:57about the wound room is
  • 24:58when people start showing us
  • 25:00their wounds.
  • 25:02Before that, they don't wanna
  • 25:03share with us anything about,
  • 25:05you know, it's private. It's
  • 25:07it's something they're there's
  • 25:09it's stigma. It's all that.
  • 25:11Mhmm. But when they know
  • 25:13we're experiencing
  • 25:14something like it
  • 25:15and we're talking about wounds
  • 25:17from here to here
  • 25:19and on your leg from
  • 25:20thigh to to to knee.
  • 25:22Mhmm. I mean, these are
  • 25:23not pretty wounds. These are
  • 25:26these are
  • 25:27these are ones that
  • 25:30are painful,
  • 25:31are miserable,
  • 25:33and,
  • 25:35have not gotten the attention
  • 25:36they deserve. And so
  • 25:38my call to action is
  • 25:40really you know, it's important
  • 25:42that we take this on
  • 25:43as one of the biggest
  • 25:45one of the biggest public
  • 25:46health initiatives because I'm gonna
  • 25:48tell you what, when we
  • 25:49cite,
  • 25:50money,
  • 25:51oh, it costs x amount
  • 25:52of money to treat HIV
  • 25:53or to treat hepatitis c
  • 25:56or to, you know, deal
  • 25:58with overdose.
  • 25:59Well, that doesn't have anything
  • 26:01to do
  • 26:02with endocarditis
  • 26:04or,
  • 26:05or wound care or vein
  • 26:07care. That's way more expensive.
  • 26:10And the level of of,
  • 26:13pain management we're given
  • 26:15is,
  • 26:19is really poor. And
  • 26:22these ones make me cry
  • 26:23at night. I mean, these
  • 26:24are not these are not
  • 26:25painless.
  • 26:26These ones are not painless,
  • 26:28and and
  • 26:29and and and
  • 26:31people tend to think we
  • 26:32deserve them.
  • 26:34And we and I've and
  • 26:35I've come up with one
  • 26:36other thing, and then I'm
  • 26:36gonna shut up for you,
  • 26:37doctor Sue, because you have
  • 26:38lots to say. Mhmm.
  • 26:41Everybody thinks that they're an
  • 26:43addiction specialist. I've figured it
  • 26:45out.
  • 26:46Everybody thinks that that because
  • 26:48that's what they heard early
  • 26:49on. You gotta treat the
  • 26:51addiction before you treat anything
  • 26:52else. You gotta treat substance
  • 26:54use disorder
  • 26:55before you treat anything else.
  • 26:58And so first thing people
  • 27:00do is they see signs
  • 27:01of addiction
  • 27:02or see signs of substance
  • 27:04use disorder.
  • 27:05And boy, oh, boy,
  • 27:07they get busy, you know,
  • 27:08trying to get you on
  • 27:10buprenorphine when you're already on
  • 27:11methadone
  • 27:12or do this when you're
  • 27:14you know? And and and
  • 27:15you'll say, well, I've already
  • 27:17you know, I have this
  • 27:18under control. I have a
  • 27:19doctor that's handling my pain.
  • 27:21I have somebody that's currently
  • 27:24doing this,
  • 27:25and they
  • 27:26are determined
  • 27:28to get it in their
  • 27:29own hands. So I think
  • 27:30if I can say anything
  • 27:32before I leave is
  • 27:34really pushing this idea that,
  • 27:37you know, there's specialists for
  • 27:39almost everything,
  • 27:40but certainly
  • 27:42for pain
  • 27:45and addiction.
  • 27:47And I
  • 27:48I am now going into
  • 27:50hospitals
  • 27:51and going into
  • 27:52into situations where I'm able
  • 27:54to say, I have doctors
  • 27:55that care for this. Could
  • 27:57you focus on this?
  • 28:00And it's making a lot
  • 28:01of difference. So if a
  • 28:03sentence makes a lot of
  • 28:04difference
  • 28:05Mhmm. Yeah.
  • 28:07Then
  • 28:08I've found one.
  • 28:10So I'm gonna let you
  • 28:11talk, doctor Sue. Sorry. I've
  • 28:12got stuff going on. Louise
  • 28:13Louise is Louise is the
  • 28:15the star of this of
  • 28:16this show,
  • 28:18and so many,
  • 28:19so much of what Luis
  • 28:21has shared is,
  • 28:23is really is really core
  • 28:25to,
  • 28:27core to this work.
  • 28:28So I'm gonna loop back
  • 28:30to Luis in a second,
  • 28:33and talk about, but,
  • 28:35you know, some ideas. Obviously,
  • 28:37you,
  • 28:39community engaged research
  • 28:41don't necessarily have to
  • 28:44have to
  • 28:46sell sell it to to
  • 28:47the people that are here.
  • 28:49But it you know, it's
  • 28:50it's it's incredibly meaningful. It's
  • 28:53relevant. It's,
  • 28:54it's
  • 28:55timely. It's responsive to everyone's
  • 28:57needs.
  • 28:58And most importantly,
  • 29:00you know, we you know,
  • 29:02valuing the relationships that you
  • 29:03have, and and that Louise
  • 29:05and I have had for
  • 29:06a long time,
  • 29:08and and hopefully having an
  • 29:10impact on policies and practices.
  • 29:13This is some
  • 29:14work from,
  • 29:16from Katie Simon,
  • 29:18on on the need for
  • 29:20this kind of research, community
  • 29:21driven research. And,
  • 29:23you know,
  • 29:25you know, Louise, if you
  • 29:26wanna chime in on any
  • 29:27of these, feel free to
  • 29:28do so.
  • 29:29But,
  • 29:30focusing on timely,
  • 29:31accessible payments of living wages,
  • 29:35making the findings accessible and
  • 29:38understandable, like Louise said.
  • 29:41Okay. In a given I
  • 29:41don't think we're seeing your
  • 29:43slides.
  • 29:43Oh, you're not? Okay.
  • 29:46Thank you. Sorry.
  • 29:49Let me see.
  • 29:53Can you see them now?
  • 29:54Perfect.
  • 29:55Okay. Great.
  • 29:57So,
  • 30:03I'm not gonna read all
  • 30:04of these for you, but
  • 30:04sort of, like, prior priority
  • 30:06high hiring, you know, trying
  • 30:08to get people hired. I
  • 30:09know that,
  • 30:10Emily Wong and Lisa Puglisi,
  • 30:12have spent a lot of
  • 30:13time at Yale trying to
  • 30:14do this, hiring people with
  • 30:15histories of incarceration,
  • 30:18you know, helping people,
  • 30:20you know, sort of advance
  • 30:22them their,
  • 30:24careers,
  • 30:25and their and their ability
  • 30:26to and their livelihoods,
  • 30:29and, you know, thinking through
  • 30:31IRBs not only as protectionist,
  • 30:34entities, but also as empowering
  • 30:36entities.
  • 30:39Katie Simon, you know, also
  • 30:41talks about, you know,
  • 30:44the urgent research questions that
  • 30:45come up, but not being
  • 30:46able to implement them and
  • 30:48really explore them with an
  • 30:49apparatus
  • 30:50behind you, like, you know,
  • 30:53like Duke University or, you
  • 30:55know, with, like, a lot
  • 30:56of,
  • 30:57folks, you know, that can
  • 30:58be mobilized,
  • 31:00you know. And the research,
  • 31:02lends our experiential observations credibility,
  • 31:06you know, in the eyes
  • 31:07of institutions, policymakers, and the
  • 31:09public,
  • 31:10and and hopefully can influence
  • 31:12policy.
  • 31:15And,
  • 31:16but, you know, the idea
  • 31:18also that that Luis said
  • 31:19is that, you know, not
  • 31:21being misinterpreted,
  • 31:22not being distorted,
  • 31:23you know, many times.
  • 31:25And I don't know,
  • 31:27Louise, you know, do you
  • 31:28get into the nitty gritty
  • 31:29with when you're working on
  • 31:30a research project where you're
  • 31:32actually going through the coding
  • 31:34and you're like,
  • 31:35actually, I don't agree with,
  • 31:36like, the way that you've
  • 31:38quote me here, and I
  • 31:39don't actually agree with your
  • 31:41conclusion of this theme. Like,
  • 31:42I actually don't think this
  • 31:43is right here.
  • 31:45You just wanna weigh in
  • 31:46on, you know, like, oh,
  • 31:47I was only asked to
  • 31:48weigh in on the inform
  • 31:50the questionnaire, but I wasn't
  • 31:52asked to, you know, look
  • 31:54at the results and the
  • 31:55data analysis or, you know,
  • 31:57I wasn't trained to. And
  • 31:59so I feel weird asking
  • 32:01to look at it or
  • 32:02you know? So, like, do
  • 32:03you wanna weigh in on,
  • 32:05you know, I mean, asking
  • 32:06of that. I mean, I
  • 32:07don't think especially
  • 32:09quantitative
  • 32:10work. Like, that's always
  • 32:13that's, like, that's always outside
  • 32:15of of what what is,
  • 32:18given to us, it seems.
  • 32:20And,
  • 32:21and I have to say,
  • 32:22Mary Mary Figgett is amazing
  • 32:25at at helping us,
  • 32:27get involved and and asking
  • 32:29the questions
  • 32:30so that we even know
  • 32:32to look.
  • 32:33Because sometimes we just don't
  • 32:34even know we we don't
  • 32:36even know what we're looking
  • 32:37at.
  • 32:39I've gotta say this too.
  • 32:42Like, beyond
  • 32:44knowing what to look at,
  • 32:45knowing how to code, knowing
  • 32:47how to knowing how to
  • 32:49see the
  • 32:50subject matter and put it
  • 32:52in a way
  • 32:53that it it it it
  • 32:55maximizes
  • 32:56impact. Right? And that and
  • 32:58that,
  • 32:59and that other researchers you
  • 33:01know, putting it in a
  • 33:02language,
  • 33:03the shared language of the
  • 33:04researcher.
  • 33:05Right? I get I get
  • 33:07that that's what's happening.
  • 33:08So being able to do
  • 33:10that and speak this shared
  • 33:12language
  • 33:13is huge.
  • 33:15But I want to warn,
  • 33:17it comes with an
  • 33:19it comes with a stigma,
  • 33:22and it comes with a
  • 33:23truth
  • 33:25that we have to we
  • 33:27have to understand.
  • 33:28When we put ourselves out
  • 33:30there for this kind of
  • 33:31thing,
  • 33:33people
  • 33:35you know, you can tell
  • 33:36somebody you're a drug user
  • 33:37all day long,
  • 33:39but until they
  • 33:40see
  • 33:41a wound,
  • 33:44they don't identify you as
  • 33:45that.
  • 33:46You know what I mean?
  • 33:47I don't know how to
  • 33:48explain it
  • 33:49other than,
  • 33:50like,
  • 33:55it is really
  • 33:56difficult
  • 33:57once people
  • 33:59really begin to
  • 34:01to see you as
  • 34:04a wound
  • 34:05or
  • 34:06see you as
  • 34:08you know, which is not
  • 34:08what we're aiming for. Right?
  • 34:13But it it happens,
  • 34:15and it is frightening.
  • 34:18And I have watched
  • 34:20stigma increase
  • 34:22around me,
  • 34:24around people I'm working with,
  • 34:27people not understanding what we're
  • 34:28doing and why we're doing
  • 34:30it.
  • 34:32We're doing it to save
  • 34:33lives.
  • 34:34Mhmm. We're doing it because
  • 34:36it's the reality.
  • 34:37We're doing it because no
  • 34:39one is exempt. And dear
  • 34:40god, if I'm not exempt,
  • 34:45then no one is.
  • 34:46I mean, I really believe
  • 34:48that. Here I am, and
  • 34:49I have access to
  • 34:51doctors and people and researchers
  • 34:53and folks that care,
  • 34:55like, for real that will
  • 34:56call up and and throw
  • 34:58fits.
  • 34:59And
  • 35:00it doesn't change things all
  • 35:02the time. Systems are insane.
  • 35:05I have learned some powerful
  • 35:07lessons about what a hospital
  • 35:09system is.
  • 35:11And
  • 35:12and can you change a
  • 35:13hospital system?
  • 35:15Good luck.
  • 35:18It is not a matter
  • 35:20of
  • 35:21I'm here to to be
  • 35:23there for Louise, and this
  • 35:24is what we're gonna do.
  • 35:26Systems
  • 35:27are
  • 35:29complicated, complex. I don't know.
  • 35:31I'm sure there's a
  • 35:32a
  • 35:33a definition that, like, explains
  • 35:36what a system in a
  • 35:37hospital is and does,
  • 35:38but it is complicated.
  • 35:41And
  • 35:41they are not easy to
  • 35:43change. They are not easy
  • 35:44to
  • 35:46to build
  • 35:47over, under.
  • 35:49You gotta go through it.
  • 35:51I don't know. Like, you've
  • 35:52really gotta you've really gotta
  • 35:54be willing
  • 35:55to
  • 35:57to fight the fight. Mhmm.
  • 35:59There's no there's no,
  • 36:02there's no way
  • 36:04that I have found that
  • 36:05people are just going to
  • 36:07just going to take care
  • 36:08of you.
  • 36:09Like,
  • 36:11this is a this is
  • 36:12a hard moment we're in,
  • 36:14especially as it as as
  • 36:16we deal with the stigma
  • 36:17around people that use drugs.
  • 36:18So just knowing that,
  • 36:20and and then you add
  • 36:21pain to it. I have
  • 36:23one I have one
  • 36:25story, and and,
  • 36:27and it was years ago
  • 36:28when I was getting my
  • 36:29leg,
  • 36:30amputated.
  • 36:31And the guy I was
  • 36:33on methadone
  • 36:34and the guy and he
  • 36:35said, well, you know, we
  • 36:36can't give you any other
  • 36:37pain medicine
  • 36:38because, you know, you're you're
  • 36:40not eligible for it. And
  • 36:41he pulled out a picture
  • 36:42of my criminal,
  • 36:44like, mug shot
  • 36:46and showed me that, and
  • 36:47I thought this doesn't have
  • 36:48anything to do
  • 36:49with,
  • 36:51pain or medicine or anything
  • 36:53like that.
  • 36:55But that was a reality
  • 36:56for me.
  • 36:57And sometimes the stories I
  • 36:59hear from people, they're so
  • 37:01bizarre.
  • 37:02They're hard to even believe.
  • 37:04They're like,
  • 37:06it's the stories that are
  • 37:07so beyond imagination
  • 37:09that are the ones that
  • 37:10are true
  • 37:12and really,
  • 37:15sad.
  • 37:16We need to be there
  • 37:17fighting for people and and
  • 37:19holding their hand and advocating
  • 37:21for them and remembering
  • 37:22that, like,
  • 37:24we might be mad and
  • 37:25angry and it might be
  • 37:26a hard day and, like,
  • 37:29don't take it personally.
  • 37:30Like,
  • 37:31you know, just be there
  • 37:32for us. You know? Because
  • 37:34helping somebody with with doctor's
  • 37:36visits is is no fun
  • 37:37for anybody.
  • 37:39That's all I have to
  • 37:40say. I just I I
  • 37:41really admire people that that
  • 37:44that provide
  • 37:45support
  • 37:46and and and assist people
  • 37:48because it is no it's
  • 37:49no fun.
  • 37:51Louisa,
  • 37:52doctor Filene put a a
  • 37:54a question in that I'm
  • 37:55hoping that we can we
  • 37:56can,
  • 37:57discuss together
  • 37:58about acute pain management in
  • 38:00the face of xylazine wounds,
  • 38:02OUD, and chronic pain, and
  • 38:04any research questions that
  • 38:06come to mind.
  • 38:08I'm just gonna go to
  • 38:09a slide,
  • 38:12about
  • 38:13Xylazine.
  • 38:15And you've had these wounds
  • 38:17since,
  • 38:18these are now
  • 38:19fairly, like, it correct me
  • 38:22if I'm wrong. I you
  • 38:23and I were on a
  • 38:24webinar when Xylazine first emerged
  • 38:26when I was still at
  • 38:27Harm Reduction Coalition in twenty
  • 38:29twenty
  • 38:30when COVID was emerging. And
  • 38:32you you your arms were,
  • 38:35you know, you consulted me
  • 38:36about your arms,
  • 38:38sort of back back then.
  • 38:40And I don't know if
  • 38:40that was the earliest that
  • 38:42you had them. But Right.
  • 38:43What I'm the picture. Like,
  • 38:45what what would you share
  • 38:47about,
  • 38:48if if you felt you
  • 38:50were adequately
  • 38:52treated
  • 38:53for pain,
  • 38:54and OUD,
  • 38:56you know, like
  • 38:57or, you know, how can
  • 38:59you help us as researchers
  • 39:00think through ways
  • 39:03that we can approach this
  • 39:04question?
  • 39:06You know, like, how painful
  • 39:08are the you know, what
  • 39:09kind of research questions should
  • 39:11we be asking? And and
  • 39:11I actually have a slide,
  • 39:13you know, I didn't I
  • 39:14didn't have photos of your
  • 39:15wounds, but this is photos
  • 39:16from one of my patients'
  • 39:17wounds. I can pull some
  • 39:19up while you're talking. I
  • 39:20mean, the you know, you
  • 39:21you know,
  • 39:22they can be similar. But,
  • 39:25so do you you know,
  • 39:27what I can also show
  • 39:28what what I've tried too.
  • 39:29At the methadone clinic, we
  • 39:30would try to split dose
  • 39:32methadone.
  • 39:34We would try to
  • 39:36do, full agonist hydromorphone
  • 39:38on top, so dilaudid on
  • 39:40top.
  • 39:41If possible, trying to use,
  • 39:43even thinking about, like, local
  • 39:45anesthetic or thinking about, like,
  • 39:47ways,
  • 39:48you know, given that these
  • 39:49are wounds,
  • 39:50what we could do.
  • 39:52You know, how do we
  • 39:53understand,
  • 39:54this pain? You know what
  • 39:56I mean? Like, what you
  • 39:57know, like, so so I
  • 39:58don't know if you I've
  • 39:59got a knob.
  • 40:00My strategies. I and that
  • 40:02is to listen to people
  • 40:04that use drugs. How about
  • 40:05that? Right.
  • 40:07As I have done this
  • 40:08now for a very long
  • 40:09time,
  • 40:10my poor act I feel
  • 40:12so
  • 40:13you know, my doctor is
  • 40:15so
  • 40:16quiet,
  • 40:17and I've I think I'm
  • 40:19a lot for him.
  • 40:20When I met him, he
  • 40:21was wanting to, like, provide
  • 40:23services for our clinic, and
  • 40:25he got stuck with me
  • 40:27as basic.
  • 40:30And,
  • 40:31it's been it's been a
  • 40:32long haul.
  • 40:34But over the years, we've
  • 40:35come to trust one another,
  • 40:39in a really cool way.
  • 40:42And I happened to
  • 40:44meet somebody
  • 40:45that saw us at the
  • 40:47methadone conference,
  • 40:50a a doctor that saw
  • 40:51us at the methadone conference
  • 40:52to help prescribe pain management.
  • 40:55And
  • 40:56that was,
  • 40:59you know, that was huge.
  • 41:01You know, here was somebody
  • 41:03that did pain management with
  • 41:04people with substance use disorders.
  • 41:06Mhmm.
  • 41:07Kim, you've been
  • 41:09amazing.
  • 41:10Just throwing your weight. You
  • 41:12know, just just giving
  • 41:14some
  • 41:15you know,
  • 41:16people like me, we need
  • 41:18people to say, hey.
  • 41:20This woman's not playing around.
  • 41:22You know?
  • 41:24The pain that I have
  • 41:26the only thing that I
  • 41:27can say when I'm describing
  • 41:28pain is
  • 41:31I have to
  • 41:33it's so painful that I
  • 41:35I I can't
  • 41:37I I can't function.
  • 41:39Right? And so it's I
  • 41:40can't always put a number
  • 41:41on top of it. I
  • 41:42can't tell you how much
  • 41:44pain management I need because
  • 41:46you've gotta
  • 41:47give me enough to test.
  • 41:48Like, you've gotta trust me
  • 41:50enough
  • 41:50to know or, you know,
  • 41:52or I'll not you know,
  • 41:54these things. But what I
  • 41:56the goal is to get
  • 41:57away from fentanyl.
  • 41:58Right? The goal is to
  • 42:00get away from street fentanyl
  • 42:02in my world.
  • 42:04We've used ketamine
  • 42:07in one of my and
  • 42:08that's not illegal.
  • 42:10That's
  • 42:11a a sort of on
  • 42:12the side, we're doing a
  • 42:13DBT
  • 42:14ketamine program
  • 42:16that is working,
  • 42:18miracles, and we are consulting
  • 42:20with
  • 42:22many foundations
  • 42:23on that.
  • 42:25But, truly,
  • 42:27it's the hydromorphone
  • 42:28that's been really
  • 42:30helpful
  • 42:31Mhmm. To put on top.
  • 42:32Right? I have to have
  • 42:33methadone.
  • 42:34I do us, like, what
  • 42:36what,
  • 42:37like, you know, can you
  • 42:38tell us, like,
  • 42:40how, you know,
  • 42:43like, you know, how we
  • 42:44should think about,
  • 42:48I guess,
  • 42:50doing that safely. And and,
  • 42:53and then also thinking back
  • 42:54to the ketamine question and
  • 42:55trying to work with foundations,
  • 42:57the questions you have,
  • 42:58it's like it's an interesting
  • 43:00research question. Like, is
  • 43:02ketamine, you know, a useful
  • 43:05therapeutic,
  • 43:07for acute pain from xylazine
  • 43:09wounds or chronic pain? You
  • 43:11know? And so how, you
  • 43:12know, how how should we
  • 43:13approach
  • 43:14those questions?
  • 43:16You know, I I think
  • 43:17these questions need to be
  • 43:18asked. I think the way
  • 43:20they do,
  • 43:21ketamine,
  • 43:23is sort of atrocious now
  • 43:24anyway. Like, just in the
  • 43:26in the,
  • 43:27like, sort of in the
  • 43:28patient
  • 43:30room,
  • 43:30you know. So I don't
  • 43:32see a lot of value
  • 43:33in the current in the
  • 43:34current systems,
  • 43:35but that but I haven't
  • 43:37studied that, and that's not
  • 43:38my business.
  • 43:40If it works for folks,
  • 43:41that's great, and I don't
  • 43:42wanna knock that.
  • 43:44But I do think,
  • 43:46there has to be a
  • 43:47level of trust that you
  • 43:49trust your patient
  • 43:50to
  • 43:51take reasonable amounts of
  • 43:54of,
  • 43:55pain medicine. Understand pain medicine.
  • 43:58Understand the the time lapses.
  • 44:01Understand that, like, you're not
  • 44:02gonna feel it all at
  • 44:03the same time.
  • 44:04You you know what I
  • 44:05mean?
  • 44:08I think when when
  • 44:09the doctor that I was
  • 44:10working with and still am
  • 44:12working with,
  • 44:14really began to trust each
  • 44:16other.
  • 44:17Things changed
  • 44:18because I was able to
  • 44:19say,
  • 44:20I need a split dose
  • 44:22here Mhmm. With the methadone.
  • 44:23If I don't have a
  • 44:24split dose of methadone, then
  • 44:26everything at night goes to
  • 44:28shit. Mhmm. Like, didn't I
  • 44:29take too much? Mhmm.
  • 44:32And and, like, and my
  • 44:34numbers are all off and
  • 44:35everything's Right. But I track
  • 44:36it just like a period.
  • 44:40And for men,
  • 44:42you know, you can figure
  • 44:44it out.
  • 44:46But I but that's the
  • 44:47way I I have found
  • 44:49as a very useful way
  • 44:51to track my pain,
  • 44:53since I don't have to
  • 44:54track it for a period
  • 44:55anymore.
  • 44:56I I use it in
  • 44:57that kind of way. So
  • 45:00how much did I have
  • 45:01to take?
  • 45:02Did it relieve my pain?
  • 45:04Did I cry?
  • 45:05Did I get myself to
  • 45:07a place that I was,
  • 45:08like,
  • 45:10like, unable to to to
  • 45:12function?
  • 45:13And it took the methadone
  • 45:14clinic a very long time
  • 45:16to participate.
  • 45:18They are you know, I
  • 45:20had to get four doctors
  • 45:22involved
  • 45:23to get the methadone clinic
  • 45:24to understand that
  • 45:27ten,
  • 45:28but I can't be on
  • 45:29a hundred and eighty
  • 45:31at eight in the morning.
  • 45:32Mhmm. You know? I'll be
  • 45:34smashed in front of you
  • 45:36know?
  • 45:37I wanna I wanna participate
  • 45:39in my life.
  • 45:40So so split dosing is
  • 45:42really important for me.
  • 45:44So what we're talking about
  • 45:46is trust,
  • 45:47doctor Hsu.
  • 45:49Like, everything that I'm thinking
  • 45:50of,
  • 45:51like, revolves around trust.
  • 45:53Like, it it it comes
  • 45:55back home to,
  • 45:56can I trust you to
  • 45:58to to do this? Mhmm.
  • 46:00And, you know, after four
  • 46:02years and five years of
  • 46:03meeting with these doctors and
  • 46:06them knowing you know, seeing,
  • 46:08you know, me me attending
  • 46:10appointments,
  • 46:11me talking to them, me,
  • 46:14like, being a
  • 46:15patient that's participating
  • 46:17in my
  • 46:20in my life and in
  • 46:21the lives of others,
  • 46:23I think it's fair to
  • 46:25say that I am trustworthy,
  • 46:27you know, insofar as I
  • 46:29share if I use other
  • 46:31drugs.
  • 46:31You know?
  • 46:33We have to create an
  • 46:34environment where I can be
  • 46:36honest. Right.
  • 46:37And if we can't have
  • 46:39yeah.
  • 46:40This is amazing. We have,
  • 46:42just a couple minutes left.
  • 46:44So, I don't know if
  • 46:45David wants to,
  • 46:49ask one of the some
  • 46:50of the questions that are
  • 46:51in the chat, or I
  • 46:52can
  • 46:53to you,
  • 46:54or anyone else wanna open
  • 46:56up and ask their question.
  • 46:57Very extremely helpful.
  • 46:59I think the
  • 47:01point specifically about what questions
  • 47:03are being asked and what
  • 47:04are the important
  • 47:06outcomes, I've heard,
  • 47:07quite a bit
  • 47:09from both you and from
  • 47:10Louise about,
  • 47:12you know, the outcomes may
  • 47:13not be the numeric,
  • 47:15pain scale. It may be
  • 47:17something as Louise mentioned. You
  • 47:19know, the goal is to
  • 47:20get away from fentanyl. So
  • 47:21maybe an outcome is, you
  • 47:23know,
  • 47:24changes in Less bags. Yeah.
  • 47:27As to changes in in
  • 47:28pain scores and exactly.
  • 47:31I think the other thing
  • 47:32I've I've heard is,
  • 47:35you know, this issue of
  • 47:36control, obviously. And,
  • 47:39I I've very,
  • 47:42precisely heard Louise say that,
  • 47:45you know, this is all
  • 47:47new for every everyone,
  • 47:49and she can't tell you
  • 47:51exactly how much
  • 47:52hydromorphone she's gonna need. But
  • 47:55she needs enough
  • 47:56so that she can decide
  • 47:57that, you know, at a
  • 47:58certain time of day, this
  • 48:00works, this isn't working.
  • 48:02And if we have too
  • 48:03many controls on that,
  • 48:05she may not have enough,
  • 48:06and we may not be
  • 48:07able to answer the questions.
  • 48:08So it's this issue of
  • 48:10of access and control that
  • 48:11we need to think through.
  • 48:13There's a great question in
  • 48:14the chat,
  • 48:17one,
  • 48:18from,
  • 48:20Regini Jawa.
  • 48:22She says the timeliness of
  • 48:24harm reduction in community driven
  • 48:25research
  • 48:27is so key,
  • 48:28yet NIH and foundation grant
  • 48:30cycles have delayed timelines that
  • 48:32often don't align with these
  • 48:34needs.
  • 48:35Any suggestions on how we
  • 48:36can equitably fund community partners,
  • 48:39this critical work, and disseminate
  • 48:42it in a timely fashion?
  • 48:48You wanna go, Luis?
  • 48:51I mean I mean, for
  • 48:52example, you you wanna talk
  • 48:53you wanna say how the
  • 48:54wound care room, like Oh,
  • 48:56yeah. I I can do
  • 48:57that. Are you working with
  • 48:58researchers?
  • 48:59Are you working with Yeah.
  • 49:01Mccesson?
  • 49:02Like, how are you like,
  • 49:03this is this is
  • 49:05your goal as a community,
  • 49:07you know, as as a
  • 49:08community offering to to keep
  • 49:11people alive and treat their
  • 49:12pain and wounds.
  • 49:14And so how how can
  • 49:16you align that up with
  • 49:17the researchers,
  • 49:18with funders, with
  • 49:19you know, how how have
  • 49:20you pulled this off,
  • 49:23so that it's both meaningful,
  • 49:24but there's also interesting and
  • 49:26important research questions,
  • 49:29and and then maybe that'll
  • 49:30be the end.
  • 49:31Yeah. I'm really sad about
  • 49:33it. I mean, this was
  • 49:34so the the research that
  • 49:36we had
  • 49:38had in
  • 49:40that was being
  • 49:42reviewed, you know, is probably,
  • 49:44you know, not gonna get
  • 49:46not gonna get it in.
  • 49:47But
  • 49:52some of the wound care
  • 49:53stuff,
  • 49:54we know that McKesson
  • 49:56has a lot of money,
  • 49:57and and Johnson and Johnson
  • 49:58have a lot of money.
  • 49:59And so we're gonna write
  • 50:00privately,
  • 50:02to them, and we're gonna
  • 50:04ask for product donations.
  • 50:06I mean,
  • 50:07I don't see how they
  • 50:08can't provide product donations.
  • 50:11I really don't. And we're
  • 50:12gonna work with Remedy Alliance,
  • 50:14in a in a in
  • 50:15a, you know, some sort
  • 50:17of capacity building,
  • 50:19something to help us
  • 50:21find ways to get,
  • 50:23people that use drugs access
  • 50:24to this information Mhmm. You
  • 50:26know, to these supplies.
  • 50:27That's essential.
  • 50:29I mean, a lot of
  • 50:30this
  • 50:31is about getting
  • 50:33education money. Right? And we
  • 50:35can still do that.
  • 50:36So, you know, getting good
  • 50:38solid getting you
  • 50:40to the getting you to
  • 50:42speak, Kim. So getting the
  • 50:43folks you know, for the
  • 50:45folks that do this work,
  • 50:47being available to do this,
  • 50:49for us, you know, making
  • 50:51videos.
  • 50:52You know?
  • 50:54I don't care how played
  • 50:55out you think some of
  • 50:55this stuff is. Making a
  • 50:57good short video about Psilozine
  • 50:59and how to dress a
  • 51:00wound, how to do basic
  • 51:01simple stuff,
  • 51:03Man, that stuff's
  • 51:05on point. It's one less
  • 51:06video we have to make.
  • 51:08Mhmm. Right? Mhmm.
  • 51:10Like, it's it's huge.
  • 51:12And, like, we can make
  • 51:13those videos for free at
  • 51:14Yale, for example. We did
  • 51:15it for endocarditis.
  • 51:16Right. And and, like, we
  • 51:18you know, that kind of
  • 51:19relationship is, like, we utilize
  • 51:21our our research our our
  • 51:23power at the research institution,
  • 51:25and you don't have to
  • 51:26pay for that.
  • 51:27And that's lovely.
  • 51:29Filter, that was the the
  • 51:31Filter magazine. That was the
  • 51:33place I wrote the Mhmm.
  • 51:35Wrote the write up about,
  • 51:37my wounds. Right. But I
  • 51:39think it's time for me
  • 51:40to write another another
  • 51:42you know,
  • 51:43some other piece
  • 51:45that has accessibility
  • 51:47outside
  • 51:48of journal systems.
  • 51:50People need to see this
  • 51:52kind of information,
  • 51:56in a nonacademic
  • 51:57format.
  • 51:59I think that's the most
  • 52:01important things.
  • 52:02And I think, you know,
  • 52:04we saw this a lot
  • 52:05with the HIV world.
  • 52:08And, you know, one of
  • 52:09the things that was important
  • 52:10is sort of center grants
  • 52:12and grants that have longer
  • 52:13histories
  • 52:14that can involve people with
  • 52:16lived experience over
  • 52:18periods of time, often on
  • 52:20community advisory boards.
  • 52:22And that sort of consistent
  • 52:24participation
  • 52:26helps to mitigate
  • 52:28what
  • 52:28Regini was asking about, which
  • 52:30is sort of the up
  • 52:31and down cycle,
  • 52:32especially of NIH grants where,
  • 52:35you know, the grant could
  • 52:36be three years or the
  • 52:37chance that you're gonna get
  • 52:39the grant is ten percent
  • 52:41or five percent.
  • 52:42NIH grants are much different
  • 52:44than the grants that come
  • 52:45to states or come to,
  • 52:47organizations
  • 52:49that, you know, are are
  • 52:50essentially targeted and and are
  • 52:52are more or less guaranteed.
  • 52:54So
  • 52:54NIH grant participation
  • 52:56is really unique. It needs
  • 52:57to be treated as such.
  • 52:59And so maybe participating in
  • 53:01an Empower U or a
  • 53:03p thirty or a center
  • 53:04grant,
  • 53:05in addition to one offs
  • 53:07that,
  • 53:08you know, allow for
  • 53:10continuous support and then additional
  • 53:13support.
  • 53:14I just wanna highlight,
  • 53:16before we leave, well, first,
  • 53:18I wanna say thank you
  • 53:19to to Kim and to
  • 53:20Louise. This has been fantastic.
  • 53:22Really got my mind thinking.
  • 53:24Great work, and I know
  • 53:25that you'll continue to to
  • 53:27inform us about this.
  • 53:29There is an ongoing study,
  • 53:31and it's calling for experts.
  • 53:33Ragini, do you wanna
  • 53:35say a little bit more?
  • 53:36Sure. Thank thanks so much.
  • 53:38This was such a great
  • 53:38session.
  • 53:40I'm Raugani Jawa. I'm at
  • 53:42Pitt.
  • 53:43We think a lot about
  • 53:45sort of optimal management of
  • 53:47xylazine wounds,
  • 53:48and we have a Delphi
  • 53:50study,
  • 53:51that we're actively recruiting
  • 53:53clinicians and researchers,
  • 53:55to participate
  • 53:56so that we can help
  • 53:58come up with guidelines
  • 53:59on pain management for people
  • 54:01with silosine associated wounds, knowing
  • 54:03how important pain management is
  • 54:06for effective
  • 54:07treatment of these wounds.
  • 54:09So if anybody is interested
  • 54:11in participating,
  • 54:13here's a QR code and
  • 54:15a a red cap link.
  • 54:16We'd be happy to put
  • 54:18the link,
  • 54:19for you to participate. But,
  • 54:22the the this was a
  • 54:23really timely
  • 54:24session, and I think, hopefully,
  • 54:27this this particular study can
  • 54:28get get us closer to
  • 54:29providing
  • 54:31best management medical management,
  • 54:34for patients with
  • 54:36xylazine wound associated pain.
  • 54:38So Great. Yeah. Thank you
  • 54:40so much. Thank you, Louise.
  • 54:42Thank you, Rodney.
  • 54:44I just Go ahead, Louise.
  • 54:45Wanted to say one more
  • 54:47thing. If you would just
  • 54:48be on the lookout for
  • 54:49any positive change groups coming
  • 54:51out
  • 54:54of National Survivors Union or
  • 54:55North Carolina Survivors Union,
  • 54:58these are online groups,
  • 55:00that are just designed
  • 55:02to, like,
  • 55:04work with people with lived
  • 55:05and lived experience lived and
  • 55:06living experience.
  • 55:08People using drugs, people with
  • 55:10pain, people with pain management
  • 55:12needs.
  • 55:13It's just a a basic,
  • 55:15you know, you can come
  • 55:17here. This is not twelve
  • 55:18step. It does not resemble
  • 55:19twelve step. We do not
  • 55:20talk about time. We don't
  • 55:22talk about anything like that.
  • 55:24If something gets brought up
  • 55:25that feels like twelve step,
  • 55:26we will get rid of
  • 55:27it.
  • 55:29We are equally sensitive
  • 55:31to this needing to be
  • 55:32its own own thing. So
  • 55:34I just wanted to throw
  • 55:35that out there. Thank you.
  • 55:36Thank you very much for
  • 55:37mentioning it. Thank you everybody
  • 55:39for joining. And just a
  • 55:40reminder, we will have a
  • 55:41session again next Tuesday
  • 55:43on acute pain management in
  • 55:45individuals who are receiving
  • 55:47opioid agonist treatment that Michelle
  • 55:49Benora
  • 55:50and, Melissa Weimer will be
  • 55:51with. So thank you, everybody,
  • 55:52and have a great day.
  • 55:54Thanks so much. Have a
  • 55:54great weekend. Thank you, Louise.
  • 55:56Hi, Kim. Thanks for I
  • 55:57love speaking with me. Okay.
  • 56:01We'll talk soon.
  • 56:03Yep.